The Other LIne

I'm missing your calls every minute

waiting for your arrival on my caller ID

You no longer appear

where are you?

Aren't you aware that I exist?

Guess not because I'm not missed

Dial tones are I hear

Until I get the interruption of your answering machine

Resistant to leave a message

I hang up in despair

The Cool Kids are "cool"

Dreamin

I was asleep in the clouds before I fell to the ground

But on the way down it was takin a while

Then I seen this door; it was cracked so I opened it more and more

Then I walked inside of it

I heard it shut followed by a lock

Now I'm locked in a box

So door man where are thou?

I'm like doorman let me out

Door man door man I don't know how

If you don't open this door I'm kickin it down

Seen in the glimmer of his key that was attached to a ring

On his head was a hat that was actually green

Actually green?

I say that because this is actually a dream, not really but it seems to be

So I describe the scene, yo

But anyway the door man let me out of the box

I ran and shook his hand right before I bounced

And then I look again

And I noticed that I stand alone

Door man disappeared like a phantom, gone

So I'm runnin again

I don't know what I'm chasing but I'm running again

Got to pick up the pace if I'm gunna make it to her in time

So I guess that's why I'm chasing

(chorus)

I think you're dreamin

Just keep runnin

Don't let me go again

Now I'm moving through the galaxy

Anything's possible when spaceships follow me

And the clocks tickin so I ain't really got much time to be thinking

where she could be

Then he approached me

The door man again, he held out his hand

So I grabbed it and walked with him the distance

He showed me old pictures of things I was missing

Things I took for granted back when I had them

Ex-girlfriend I don't remember what happened

Love ofmy life one second and then vanished

Then it all started to make sense

I had to backtrack for a second and think

What do these things have pertaining to me?

And with that in mind I developed the link

The clouds I fell from

The box I was trapped in

It turns out it was really a casket

The girl I was chasing was the girl I was last with

In the car right before we crashed it

Prom night, '06, everything had gone right

Before a drunk driver hit us from the blind side

Next thing I knew everything had turned white

I can't see

I try to open my eyes but my vision is mad blurry

I'm layin on the stretcher and I see her next to me

I grab her hand to tell her to please forgive me

I took her in the eyes

Tears lie on her cheek

As we lay there silent she speaks

We can be together if you follow me

(chorus)

I think you're dreamin

Just keep runnin

Don't let me go again

awwww

this song seriously made me cry :(

who is she?

I'm that girl who trips over her feet

That girl who doodles her crush's name on her math homework

That girl who stares at you as if she's listening

That girl who laughs at anything

That girl who stutters when she's nervous

That girl who likes her hair a certain way

That girl who can never express herself

That girl too vague to understand

That girl who is oblivious to her sudden thoughts

That girl who lives across the street

That girl who taps her foot to a beat

That girl who's not your EVERYDAY girl.

Words above pages Pages under words

I've been reading frequently this passed week

Reading is my great escape that pulls me from this madness surrounding me

When I'm feeling upset I just pick up a book and read until my thoughts disperse

I just completed the book The Coldest Winter Ever

It might sound familiar

Everyone commented on it while I was reading it

Saying how it's a "great book" which I totally agree

My eyes were glued to every single word

If you don't trust my critic on the book, try making some time to read it

I seriously don't feel like summarizing the book. sorry.

I'm currently reading an adolescent book titled Tenderness

Seems pretty interesting so far

The characters are delusional thirsting for love and "tenderness" ahaha

Waist of Time

I feel as if I'm on a timeline that is about to expire

Every second and every minute needs to be significant instead of waisted

I don't think you and I are meant to be

It's like trying to fit a cube into a circle that will never obviously fit

We have all the pieces to our puzzle but one is just missing

One that will never be found

I like you but I'm unsure about it

" You have to know what you want out of love and what you don't want"-The Coldest Winter Ever