The stork delivered my babies

Yaay my babies arrived.

I am soo ecstatic

These are my second pair of minnetonka boots

I've been wanting and desiring to have these boots for 2 years

Got them on sale- 6o% off :D

But I have to lace them up myself, I'm not that great with lacing shoes

The ones I own

Soon I will have these in my possession as well :)

Usually on my spare time

aHaha I enjoy taking silly online quizzes that sometimes have accurate predictions of your personality or fate

It amuses me =D

* Put your itunes/ipod on shuffle

* For each question, press the next button to get your answer

* You must write the song no matter on silly it sounds

1. If someone says "is this okay" you say?

Ex-girlfriends make great writing material

2. what would best describe your personality?

you know what- ;)

3. what do you like in a guy/girl?

what's your take on cassavettes

4. How do you feel today?

True love waits

5. What is your life's purpose?

Put some pep in your step

6. What is your motto?

Stress Def!!!- thanx justice -_-

7. what do your friends think of you?

Look back at me

8. What do you think about very often?

Heart songs

9. What is 2+2?

Mr. ambulance driver

10. What do you think of your best friend?

Everyone nose

11. What do you think of the person you like?

Loving and Caring- haha cute :)

12. What is your life story?

Party all over your body

13. What do you want to be when you get older?

Screamer- can you get paid for that?

14. What do your parents think of you?

Fuck a niggas thoughts- lmao

15. What will you dance to at your wedding?

Happy

16. What will they play at your funeral?

Mojo pin

17. What is your hobby/interest?

Love making- lol umm...=x

18. What is your biggest secret?

Yeah you

19. what do you think of your friends?

Would you mind

20. What's the worst thing that could happen?

Leave

21. How will you die?

DJ Whore- hopefully it doesn't result from AIDS

22. What is the one thing you regret?

Vanished

23. What makes you laugh?

Fur in my cap

24. What makes you cry?

unstoppable

25. Will you get married?

Sky may fall

26. What scares you most?

Technologic

27. Does anyone like you?

How to disappear completely

28. If you could go back in time, what would you change?

Ataraxia- nice answer

29. what hurts right now?

P*ssy killer- lmfao

Anybody hear me?

It's terrible to know that I rely on a computer fro advice =/

Looking up inspirational advice to pep up my step

"How to get over him" -I'm in desperate need.

No more ribbons in the sky

I found this journal entry( yes I keep journals; I'm always thinking so I have to write everything that comes to mind) I forgot to type on here from weeks and weeks ago...

I'm very content.

I noticed this later this weekend while I was in vegas.

I am more humble and modest about life.

I no longer linger on certain blissful occurrences and I am no longer overwhelmed with life.

I'm widely mellow.

I enjoy this feeling considering the fact that it provides tranquility with my spirit.

written on 24.7.09

It is now 29.8.09

I am not feeling that way at all.

I feel numb

blank

confused

and lifeless

not great feelings at all haha

I feel this way because the sky no longer speaks to me

In my younger years I would look up to the sky and feel a sense of hope, faith, and warmth

Viewing it today brought me the contrary: sadness, despair, and gloom

I sighed pondering about what's left of us today.... sadly nothing

A slave for love...yours in particular

I feel like a run away slave for an escape from your torment I call "love"

I feel beat up after taking another punch to the face when he said "I can't go"

This is the second time he flaked on me

So I retaliated by telling him I no longer want to see him and I wasn't in love with him

It may seem as if I'm over reacting, but I'm not

I'm just officially fed up

I've been intimately speaking to this guy for an ongoing 14 months

and we still haven't established a committed relationship

So I feel lost, confused, misled, and emotionally taken advantage of

We met on June 24th, 2oo8 and hit it off from there

Everything was smooth until he broke my heart with his manipulative lies, deceitfulness, and his in denial thoughts

I honestly felt I was severely in love with this person

As he says he's in love with me

I no longer believe it

After all the mental abuse I tolerated this past year

I continuously tell myself "he's not worth it" "it's not meant to be" "move on"

But it's hard for me to initiate what my thoughts are telling me

I follow my heart instead and risk being hurt again

I guess I just love to hard =/