Procrastination or hesitation?

Omg, I have a 1,000 word essay due tomorrow.

I have no clue what to write about , so I decide to procrastinate.

For my Ap Language class we're writing college admission essays to submit in the fall.

I feel this is unnecessary since I'm applying to a community college. whatevs.

I'm not even in the mood to write. I'm super tired from not falling asleep auntil the peak of midnight and bubbling in answers during the CSTs.

Can my teacher have a little pity for the stress we under went this week? sheesh

The essay prompt for UCLA takes a load of thinking before writing. Which I have no time to do.

"1. Describe the world you come from - for example, your family, community or school - and tell us how your world has shaped your dreams and aspirations.

2. Tell us about a personal quality, talent, accomplishment, contribution or experience that is important to you. What about this quality or accomplishment makes you proud and how does it relate to the person you are?"

What the fuck?! How am I supposed to answer this ? lol

I don't know how the world has shaped me?

Well instead of complaining and whining on my blog, I can be writing about "how the world has shaped me" okay?

I guess things are meant

I'm filled with blankness.

He's moved on and I haven't- I think.

I don't want nothing more but a mutual friendship.

That's all... not much to ask for.

My memoir

I decided to shuffle underneath my bed and discovered my abandoned diary.

Skimmed through a couple of pages and convinced myself to read it.

The whole gist of it was mainly about how depressed and emotional I was.

Rereading it now dignified how much I've actually matured. haha

I was such a mediocre teen.

I had many pronoun-noun disagreements (great, I sound like my teacher), and a load of grammar errors. ewww.

I also had the audacity to state how much some guy I was dating " cared" for me. lol

well At least I've grown from these experiences and developed into a more courageous person.

Now I will burn this book.