Channy

I miss him tremendously.

We only say hi or bye, and if I'm lucky, we'll have a 60 sec conversation.

It's pretty difficult to get through to him. I believe he's afraid of being hurt again (by me).

If only he knew how much I DO care for him and wonder how he feels.

Obviously he doesn't.

I basically feel stuck.

He's too vague to me. Which is frustrating. But yet I still have a pinch of patience.

I have a sense of why he could possibly be so distant and detached from me.

.........................

yaay. a nice start.

My friend Tina helped me out by plucking out some hints from him.

She had my ipod and surprised him with a picture of me.

Her: " does this seem familiar"

He just shrugged and asked who's ipod it was.

She told him and he schemed through my songs in curiousity.

Well at least he said we have the same interest in music. haha

I hope he didn't notice the playlists labeled "channy" and "channy made it"

How embarrassing. haha

Sigh, Well hopefully things can fall into place smoothly.....