I've only had ONE boyfriend, which was my first bf in the 11th grade. -_-
I didn't consider it a relationship since it only lasted for a month.
All the guys I dated were cocky jerks, who were selfish and apathetic.
I always seem to look like the "big sore loser" that is always defeated by the the opponent in the love game.
When I offer a warm embrace I receive an unexpected shove.
I never seem to make it through the that last loop when I dived through all the hoops set afire.
I always faithfully tell myself, "Maybe I'm not ready for a real relationship yet" or "There's someone out there I haven't discovered yet."
I ceased searching for love and allowed it to discover me, unfortunately I haven't been found.
I don't comprehend why my "love" life is so blurred. I need clearance.
"Love doesn't conquer all"

2 comments:
Kompani; I am right there with you! I had my very first boyfriend in 11th grade, and I broke it off at a mere 3 months. He was great, but I wanted something different. You can have your cake and eat it too.
We're all unfortunate in this department.
can't*
CAN'T have your cake and eat it too.
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