Saturday, June 6, 2009

Misfortune and Heartbreaks

My biggest failures are relationships.



I've only had ONE boyfriend, which was my first bf in the 11th grade. -_-

I didn't consider it a relationship since it only lasted for a month.

All the guys I dated were cocky jerks, who were selfish and apathetic.

I always seem to look like the "big sore loser" that is always defeated by the the opponent in the love game.

When I offer a warm embrace I receive an unexpected shove.

I never seem to make it through the that last loop when I dived through all the hoops set afire.

I always faithfully tell myself, "Maybe I'm not ready for a real relationship yet" or "There's someone out there I haven't discovered yet."

I ceased searching for love and allowed it to discover me, unfortunately I haven't been found.

I don't comprehend why my "love" life is so blurred. I need clearance.

"Love doesn't conquer all"

2 comments:

Sara said...

Kompani; I am right there with you! I had my very first boyfriend in 11th grade, and I broke it off at a mere 3 months. He was great, but I wanted something different. You can have your cake and eat it too.
We're all unfortunate in this department.

Sara said...

can't*

CAN'T have your cake and eat it too.